Some Thoughts From A Mountainside
I spend so much time up here talking with God but afraid to ask him what He should have me do. Very strange. I suppose I feel a bit like I get to watch things unfold from here, yet I only view since I chose to live so isolated from society and its very strange methods or "rules" on how people should treat one another and what it means to be successful. To think that I lived under those rules for so many years. What an incredible waste of my life.
I've learned that if one decides not to live under some other's "code of conduct," then one can expect to be expelled from any connections to or possibility of a so-called normal life in the future. Why? Those that think you are a threat have money. That means attorneys. You lose. I suppose it is a good thing that I am not "normal" or I would have difficulty dealing with these facts of life. In my conversations with God, I don't recall Him telling me that my personal worth would be higher if I could find ways to impose my own will on others. Yet, it seems to me that is what society is supposed to value. Would not treating others as equals and attempting to help them mean more than using them to help your own material gain?
I know I have very few friends left since I decided that I would be treated like a real person or those who would lie to me and treat me like dirt beneath their feet would hear about that mistreatment and the sad errors of their ways instantly. It may be that the life of a sheep is better than the life I have chosen, but at this point, I think not. I have virtually no concern for myself anymore, I leave that to my friend, God, and I am confident that I will live many more years to receive His wisdom. But for those who step on my other friends, I say to you that when you all reach Hell, Satan will have begged for repentance and left. I will be there waiting.
Not a bad sermon for a Friday, I think. God went to make another drink, I have to check on the dogs. You all have a good weekend.
I've learned that if one decides not to live under some other's "code of conduct," then one can expect to be expelled from any connections to or possibility of a so-called normal life in the future. Why? Those that think you are a threat have money. That means attorneys. You lose. I suppose it is a good thing that I am not "normal" or I would have difficulty dealing with these facts of life. In my conversations with God, I don't recall Him telling me that my personal worth would be higher if I could find ways to impose my own will on others. Yet, it seems to me that is what society is supposed to value. Would not treating others as equals and attempting to help them mean more than using them to help your own material gain?
I know I have very few friends left since I decided that I would be treated like a real person or those who would lie to me and treat me like dirt beneath their feet would hear about that mistreatment and the sad errors of their ways instantly. It may be that the life of a sheep is better than the life I have chosen, but at this point, I think not. I have virtually no concern for myself anymore, I leave that to my friend, God, and I am confident that I will live many more years to receive His wisdom. But for those who step on my other friends, I say to you that when you all reach Hell, Satan will have begged for repentance and left. I will be there waiting.
Not a bad sermon for a Friday, I think. God went to make another drink, I have to check on the dogs. You all have a good weekend.
I will be right beside you with a long knife.
You know, it's funny, but I've been unemployed for two years, thanks in great part to the slimy rat bastards you knew so well, and still; I like Friday evenings.
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I was considered a threat too...
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I really enjoyed reading this Dave, thank you!
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